Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Life in April 2015

Being happy , Happy Easter

I had a rather eventful week in April and I am very happy wit the progress so far .

After much contemplation I have decided to quit my current role and take a break . This has been an extremely tough decision for me as ever since my maternity break I had struggled to find a job in UK and this role came to me like Gods blessing at that time But today I feel like I have given it every inch I have and I have also taken from it every inch I could , so now its time to move on for the better . I am still quite unsure of what I want at this moment but I think I am happy to have made a choice and I am sure life will throw new challenges at me next ..

We are in the process of some major decisions in our life right now and though these have been very exciting , it has also been extremely stressful on us as a family , but last week has provided me with a lot of clarity.

I am grateful to have a small but beautiful house for ourselves in UK , I am also extremely excited to have planned my trip to India  I a going for a good 7 weeks and I am determined to make it count !

I need to plan to ensure I spend some quality time with my family and Anish's

I have been very stressed this last year and this has had a drastic impact on my patience and my well being , several factors add to this my family life , work stress of managing a house and I feel like I wear my emotions on my sleeve and this has changed the person I am .

I am very keen to change this and ensure I make myself a better person with each passing day . I am trying to learn the art of controlling my emotions and not letting the negativity around me affect the inner self , much easier said that than done.

This is an honest attempt towards the same ,as if I document it I cant shy away from it. So trying to keep my negative talks to minimum and also trying to screen out as my negativity as possible from my mind

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